"I’m always torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and letting them know exactly what is in my head or keeping it to myself. The problem is, being outwardly unhappy - and consistently so, pushes people away, no matter if they say they’re always there to listen, there is only so much your best friend or girlfriend can listen to and take in before they give up on you and want nothing to do with you anymore. On the other hand, to pretend that everything is fine is to poison yourself from the inside out; it is to ignore who you are and lose yourself. So which is better? To have someone that thinks you are highly dramatic, seeking attention, and pessimistic, or to drown in your own mind? "